Melrose Place

I'll take you back to 2006, a place not to long ago.
A transition in my life you will soon know.
I ran into an old friend at a sumoco store near my house.
Who advised me he would be at work late referring to her spouse.
So we met up at lake morton to walk the lake.
We walked and talked as her husband worked late.
We talked about this and that, present and past.
Even how she lived at melrose place but hope that would'nt last.
Though it was really the apartments across the street.
Thats why this lake is where we would meet.
Toward the end of our walk i suggested we go for a ride.
I'll let the mind wonder other i'll be told i lied.
I remember afterward and on the way back she began to cry.
As i listened i couldn't help but ask myself why.
Then i remembered maybe a lil too late.
She was a married woman now, although that seemed up for debate.
Either way i felt she had done to him as she done to me.
I realized then their would never be no us or we.
As i dropped her off i kinda felt sorry for the husband who'd be
the man I'm so glad in the end is not me.

toxic realationship

I remember long ago, must've been about a decade or so.
My life was a living hell and the sweetest dream and no one cared.
But their was one who stayed by my side,
even if it was just to get high.
Though she will tell you a different story,
as i know its all lies.
Why I stayed around only god knows why.
Looken back i still recall, when she almost overdosed in the e.r.
Off of what, those yellow CK's, meth and special k the database would say.
I remember never haven any money and she had the nerve to ask my mom for some.
knowing damn well where our money was spent, as she grinded her teeth and chewed her gum.
Then i went on house arrest, the cost of supplying our high. She decided to start going out every night for only god knows why.
Rumors lead she was cheating once again, a rumor i tried to let lye.
My mind would get the best of me, I'm sorry i tried.
I went to prison and cut her out, not a month later she found a new spouse to fill what was once called our house.
Now there's someone else to take my place. Thank god for other fools in this world i call a rat race.