toxic realationship

I remember long ago, must've been about a decade or so.
My life was a living hell and the sweetest dream and no one cared.
But their was one who stayed by my side,
even if it was just to get high.
Though she will tell you a different story,
as i know its all lies.
Why I stayed around only god knows why.
Looken back i still recall, when she almost overdosed in the e.r.
Off of what, those yellow CK's, meth and special k the database would say.
I remember never haven any money and she had the nerve to ask my mom for some.
knowing damn well where our money was spent, as she grinded her teeth and chewed her gum.
Then i went on house arrest, the cost of supplying our high. She decided to start going out every night for only god knows why.
Rumors lead she was cheating once again, a rumor i tried to let lye.
My mind would get the best of me, I'm sorry i tried.
I went to prison and cut her out, not a month later she found a new spouse to fill what was once called our house.
Now there's someone else to take my place. Thank god for other fools in this world i call a rat race.